Listen to the song here and check out the comments, they are golden.

This is exactly what I was waiting for.  When I say that, I mean an Auto-Tune song that has no "tune".  Anyway, the reality star has decided to rebel against MTV(music television) and make music.  Maybe this is a scheme to break a contract with MTV, becuae they distance themselves from music.

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"Farrah — who speaks candidly with Jordi about her desolation in the wake of the death of her estranged boyfriend, Derek Underwood, and the birth of their daughter, Sophia, now 3, in this week’s issue — says the song is about going inside and really digging deep in order to find the strength to climb out of the hole she’d found herself in.
Explains Farrah, “After almost wanting to kill myself, I found meaning and happiness within.”